au contraire,

it is officially 19 days to spm and i am... blogging.

they say ignorance is bliss. well, i don't think i'm ignorant but pretending to be should be 1/2 of the bliss right ? righht ? haih, im crapping la. things have been pretty weird for me lately. i eat like a pig high on coke. yesterday was the prefect's annual dinner. i ate like a barbarian. :D it was my last, and it was pretty memorable for me even though i seriously think the teachers have absolutely whacky fashion senses, but must probably be much like mine. i got some kid's purple tupperware drawer from togoyo (momoyo, togomo sheesh i can't remember) and Nasha is convinced the kid snatched it from home and without his mother's knowledge wrapped it in pathetic black paper. That goes to show that you should NEVER go for the biggest present when its present swapping time. Geez echa, when have you become so greedy ? big things come in small packages eh ? at least i think that's how the saying goes. my memory plays tricks on me sometimes.

anyhow, i had a fun enough time. we practiced for the freaking form5 performance about 4 hours before the dinner and we messed it up pretty bad. my peeps singing seemed to have forgotten my instructions about waiting for me to get past the intro before singing in their anxiety. i don't blame them, i suck at giving instructions. so a couple of times i had to stop strumming altogether and try again, always pairing the wrong chords with the lyrics. they kept singing too fast, then too slow at times. it was 'orrible. but watteheck, we had fun messing up the show.

okay, so this morning i woke up and read The Time Traveller's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger that Mama bought for me yesterday. i'm 3/4 done with the book and its pretty fun, though i find the idea of having a time travelling boyfriend very lonesome. Kudos to Clare because i can't imagine living that way, especially when Henry finally became her husband. rightttt, enough about the book, i checked my facebook to see if anyone uploaded anything from yesterday and came across this downright faggot of a prefect.

seriously, i'm dedicating a whole paragraph for him. okay, so here goes. dear Mr. faggot-with-no-balls i find that the status you have written on your facebook to be extremely stupid not to mention downright annoying. may i remind you that it is not the junior's fault that we, your peers from form5, treat you like shit. this treatment is the result of years of swallowing your enormous ego and bossiness. i will not apologize for standing up for a friend who wanted to get a point across while you kept blabbering crap and wouldn't let him finish. may i also remind you that when i snapped, you snapped back at me with the most stupidest thing, the ONLY thing that i guess you could think of and when we bickered, you left the place in a huff because you couldn't think of anything to say back. (this gives me a bit of pride hihi i've never stood up to anyone much) and now you wanna bitch about the juniors going to you for help for the whole prefect dinner thing ? grow up la a-hole, mcm tak biasa je dengan dunia ni. what's the whole deal with the whiny 'korg dtg kt aku kalau nk guna aku je...' wake up and smell the tuber roses zaaarling, being alive is all about using people. hypocrite la if you say you were different. then again we're all hypocrites. so why dont you stop whining, stop the self-pitying and try to get along with your fellow hypocrites for once.

whoa, that was a lot off my chest. now im feeling happpppyyy again weee :)

to the juniors who made yesterday happen, thanks a bunch for everything. i couldn't have imagined a more wonderful dinner to end my school years with. lots of hugs from your unstable, stuttering and suka-tak-tugas senior.